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lizwontcryI haven't had much to say lately. I've been kinda curled up in my own head for the past couple of days, thinking about my weight and working out and my surly, poop-head boyfriend. We're fine, he's fine, he's just been in a bad mood and it hasn't been as pleasant to be around him as of late.
I have worked out the last 3 days, hardcore workouts, and I am on track for not being a friggin' pig this week. I am tired of being at this weight, tired of making excuses when I see my counselor at Jenny Craig, tired of thinking it's okay to order pizza or have Chipotle or eat tons of Mexican food when I am supposedly on a diet. It's all very frustrating and I'm trying to make sense of my reasoning. I'm getting there. I should have been there a long time ago, but...never too late, I guess.
Also, last night at the gym I was reflecting how much I enjoy my gym time. I go to 24 Hour Fitness and it's a big place, and I can just be one in a sea of people there. I don't talk to anybody, I don't work out with anybody, I do my own thing. I don't bring my phone in. I listen to my ipod blissfully. I read magazines on the elliptical, read a book on the bike. If there is a particularly hot person, I will enjoy looking at them. There are 2 chicks who are there every single night that I'm there, and they're totally hardcore. I like to check on what they're doing. The point is, gym time is almost my favorite time of day. And then I get home and I'm sweaty and I drink water and watch TV and go to bed, and it's all very nice.
Other assorted things-
- I am up to season 4 on the West Wing now. I'm not sure I like where it's going, but I am its bitch. One character that I really do not like in the slightest is Bruno. I hate his voice and I hate his smugness, and even though getting Margaret a necklace was cute and all, really, a name necklace? Oh, Bruno. I'm also going to miss Rob Lowe when he's out.
- Speaking of characters I strongly dislike, we're working on My 3 Sons these days at work and I have an irrational hatred for Uncle Charley. Geez Louise, that guy gets on my effin nerves.
- I went to Subway for lunch. It was good. I did not have: pizza, Dr. Pepper, Fritos, cookies. I did have: a 6-inch turkey on white with lettuce, onions, olives, mayo, and salt and pepper.
- My co-worker BFF is going to Vegas on Thursday. This only makes me about 89% jealous of her.
- As much as I've gotten over Axl and my feelings of crazy towards him, I am not capable of getting over this song. I still listen to it pretty much every single day, and will continue to do so. It's just so powerful, and he sings it with so much passion, and argghhh I love it.
I have worked out the last 3 days, hardcore workouts, and I am on track for not being a friggin' pig this week. I am tired of being at this weight, tired of making excuses when I see my counselor at Jenny Craig, tired of thinking it's okay to order pizza or have Chipotle or eat tons of Mexican food when I am supposedly on a diet. It's all very frustrating and I'm trying to make sense of my reasoning. I'm getting there. I should have been there a long time ago, but...never too late, I guess.
Also, last night at the gym I was reflecting how much I enjoy my gym time. I go to 24 Hour Fitness and it's a big place, and I can just be one in a sea of people there. I don't talk to anybody, I don't work out with anybody, I do my own thing. I don't bring my phone in. I listen to my ipod blissfully. I read magazines on the elliptical, read a book on the bike. If there is a particularly hot person, I will enjoy looking at them. There are 2 chicks who are there every single night that I'm there, and they're totally hardcore. I like to check on what they're doing. The point is, gym time is almost my favorite time of day. And then I get home and I'm sweaty and I drink water and watch TV and go to bed, and it's all very nice.
Other assorted things-
- I am up to season 4 on the West Wing now. I'm not sure I like where it's going, but I am its bitch. One character that I really do not like in the slightest is Bruno. I hate his voice and I hate his smugness, and even though getting Margaret a necklace was cute and all, really, a name necklace? Oh, Bruno. I'm also going to miss Rob Lowe when he's out.
- Speaking of characters I strongly dislike, we're working on My 3 Sons these days at work and I have an irrational hatred for Uncle Charley. Geez Louise, that guy gets on my effin nerves.
- I went to Subway for lunch. It was good. I did not have: pizza, Dr. Pepper, Fritos, cookies. I did have: a 6-inch turkey on white with lettuce, onions, olives, mayo, and salt and pepper.
- My co-worker BFF is going to Vegas on Thursday. This only makes me about 89% jealous of her.
- As much as I've gotten over Axl and my feelings of crazy towards him, I am not capable of getting over this song. I still listen to it pretty much every single day, and will continue to do so. It's just so powerful, and he sings it with so much passion, and argghhh I love it.
