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May. 22nd, 2007 05:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
lizwontcryI hate it when I go to the bathroom to cry and there's someone in there. 'Cause then I can't cry.
I have no idea why, well, some idea, but I seem to have a pretty strong case of the losing its. Like, I'm losing it. Like, I can't seem to fight off this urge to cry. Like...I'm lonely. It's hit me over the past couple of days that I have no friends. I have work friends but I can't rely on them for my whole social life. My best friend is God knows where and I really should find that out but I don't think I could take it if I found out she was gone, like literally gone this time. I should have more faith in her than that, but she hasn't called me in a year, what am I supposed to think?
This is not a good day. And the way I feel now, there probably won't be a lot of good days in the near future. I know, positive outlook, right?
Grar.
I have no idea why, well, some idea, but I seem to have a pretty strong case of the losing its. Like, I'm losing it. Like, I can't seem to fight off this urge to cry. Like...I'm lonely. It's hit me over the past couple of days that I have no friends. I have work friends but I can't rely on them for my whole social life. My best friend is God knows where and I really should find that out but I don't think I could take it if I found out she was gone, like literally gone this time. I should have more faith in her than that, but she hasn't called me in a year, what am I supposed to think?
This is not a good day. And the way I feel now, there probably won't be a lot of good days in the near future. I know, positive outlook, right?
Grar.
