lizwontcry | February 1st 2003

God damnit. I am such a big nasty freak. I sit here and complain about talking to my ex boyfriend and how horrible it is, yet I did it again.. I totally got him off via cyber sex AGAIN! I know why I do it. I do it because here I am, still giving him orgasms 200 miles away. It's like somehow I'm winning the fight against his girlfriend, but guess what? She's still there in his life, as weird and wacked out as she might be right now, and I'm still 200 miles away! How freakin pathetic! My god!

NOT TO MENTION the fact that BLOCKBUSTER had to call me tonight to tell me that instead of turning in Bridget Jones' Diary, I turned in one of my "personal" movies. He said, and I swear to god he was trying not to burst out laughing, "Yeah, it's called "The Babysitter." Yes, that's porn. I TURNED IN PORN TO BLOCKBUSTER.

*sighs*

It's hard being so deviant. But in other news, I totally watched Stand By Me with director's commentary and it was so totally the greatest thing ever in the whole history of director's commentary. Thank you.

And here's a picture of new haircut again because I'm a crackwhore: