February 14th 2002

[lizwontcry]

Yeah, yeah, it's Valentines Day. Woohoo or something.

Usually I like V-Day. I get all dressed up and have a happy face and all that crap, but today I just didn't feel like. Maybe because I know I won't be seeing BB tonight. I'm going to a little party, but it's not the same. And I know he doesn't care about it this year, because he did something last year, and shouldn't that be enough? *grumble*

I think my seasonal affective disorder is getting to me. I'm not diagnosed with that or anything, but I feel it. I love the fall, everything about it, and then when January and February come along, I hate it. There's no value! And now that the weather is getting a little warmer (well, it's only 40 now but it almost go up to 70 yesterday, I think), it reminds me of summer, and if there's something I hate, it's the summer. Bah.

And my plans to covertly assault BB's car and house didn't work. He didn't go the place he goes to every single Wednesday night, so I couldn't do it. I had been planning this for at least a month. That kinda sucked.

And I have this HUGE ass test today. I'm not looking forward to it.

*Sigh*.. when am I going to get my shit together? There's not much time left to do that.. I graduate in December.. I really should get a grip before I have to go into the "real world." Anyway.

I feel compelled to show this conversation, because it amused me:

Lynn: oh my god Liz, this is Amy

Lynn: : I am trashed

Lynn: : Lynn St Joseph:

Lynn: : hahah

MyMichele79: hehe.. good times

Lynn: : yes

Lynn: : well, i'm trying to make cookies

MyMichele79: and such

Lynn: : but

Lynn: : im drunk

Lynn: : girl, the way you do me

Lynn: : makes me say

Lynn: : what's up

Lynn: : hahaha

MyMichele79: then it's probably a little difficult

Lynn: : I wanna have sex with you

MyMichele79: okay

MyMichele79: come on over