October 12 2001

Awww.. all of you guys are so nice to me! Thank you for all your birthday wishes! And thank you for your entry today, Ali-Kat, and oh lordy, if I ever had to be 12 years old again, I'd stab myself in the eye with a very sharp fork. So umm, I guess it's a good thing I'll never be 12 years old again, right?

I would like to get into a rant about BB right now, but I'll save that for tomorrow. Because I don't feel like ranting. And I'm determined to have good times today.

But you should know that I wasn't going to come to BB's today. The thought of spending a night for myself, which would include watching Friends, going to Borders, and then seeing a movie (Serendipity, probably) sounded really nice. And he was being a bunghole. But I had an agenda. I came here because

a. I wanted to play Super Mario Brothers

b. He has a washer and dryer, I do not!

3. I needed my sexual psychology book to study for the test

d. And other such things.

Hey, sometimes a girl has to do what she's gotta do.

Speaking of Super Mario Brothers... I AM THE QUEEN! I am QUEEN MARIO! I saved the damn princess, Booya! And it only took BB getting me about 50 extra men in that thingie on level 3-1 and then having him help me get through the maze type thing of 8-4, but I did it, I smacked their asses. Muahahah! Bite me, turtle boy!

I saw a guy the other day wearing a shirt that said "Amature Gynecologist," and he was reading Jane magazine. That was a little confusing, yet highly fascinating, to me.

Oh, girls. And boys, I suppose. I went to Barnes and Noble tonight and read a real tearjerker of a book. If you feel like crying and want a really good read, go get Dear Stranger, Dearest Friend. It's about breast cancer, and it's just a really good book.

I bought some blue nail polish tonight. I thought, "hey, I'm 22, I need some blue nail polish."

So I see that Survivor 3 has started, and I really couldn't give a shit about it. I really can't stand this reality TV crap. Except.. except for the show "Lost." Now that is good stuff. I can't stand any of the people on it (Big chested blond bimbo, Harvey Weinstien in training, Little Miss Thang, Mom with a heart of gold) but I'm addicted, yes I am.

Oh yeah.. I seem to be getting a new roommate on Sunday. I just got a note on my door that basically said, "Clean your shit up, you're getting an international roommate on Sunday, and be nice because they probably don't speak english." Well, that's not the exact words. But you know. It should be interesting. I don't have much international people experience. I speak a little french, but I don't think there's a whole lot of French foreign exchange students out there.

So, in closing, a shout out to Felisdemens and Lynn (umm yeah, that cracked my ass up.. "bible studying, porn writing.. lol!) for giving me such happy words in my guestbook. Yay people!

I'm going to continue to walk Lost and paint my fingernails blue now. Good times, Diaryland

October 12th 2001

(I know this is like the 15th entry I've written this week, but I can't help it, I'm an entry whore!)

So, it's time for a little happy birthday to me reflection.

In the past year:

- My 13 old dog died the weekend of my last birthday. My family is still not over it. He was just the best dog you could ever ask for. I mean.. he got the paper! Even when he was 13 he'd still go outside with me and drag the paper inside. He was such a good little Golden Retriever.

-I tried to lose weight every day, only succeeding in gaining it.

- Reunited with an old friend. (God almighty, what took us so long?!)

- Came out of my "Well, I'd rather go shopping/see a movie/eat lunch/etc by myself" shell and made some friends, got somewhat of a social life and became a little more outgoing.

- Got a B! in Math while at the same time forming a somewhat large crush on the student teacher, who had man boobs.

- Spent way too much money.

- In a sudden moral fit, I threw away all my porn, including a vibrator and about 10 tapes, in the dumpster. Luckily, a few months later I regained my senses and bought a new vibrator and a couple of new tapes. (Hey, once a deviant, always a deviant)

- Found myself legally able to gamble, and subsequently (with a trip to Reno and two trips to Louisiana) found out that I really sucked at gambling.

- Got addicted to Scrabble, Yahtzee, and Monopoly. (Thank you, Games.com!

- Through two road trips, went to two countries (Just Mexico and Canada, I know, not very interesting), went to New York City for the first time, also went to Washington DC, Philadephia, Delaware, Baltimore, Maine, and all those other East Coast cities that I had never seen. Also went in a Land Rover when gas prices were at their highest. Umm.. I don't recommened that.

- Celebrated my little puppy's 2nd birthday. Aww! He's my little boy! He's my little puppy dog!

- Disoovered the life-sucking addiction of Diaryland and made a few froggy-friends and such.

- Almost found my ass dumped but a few months later had a 4 year anniversary.

- Watched in horror as terrorism changed the whole world, while in my political science class.

- Saw the hoover dam!

- Cried, laughed, got angry and frustrated and happy, bought lots of books, wrote a lot of email, pondered new things, missed old friends, wondered if I was wasting my time in college doing things that made me happy now but when I'm looking back, will I be happy or sad that I lived the way I did?

- Got closer and further everyday from accepting God's place in my life.

- Got some pretty new shoes!

- Became obsessed with the show Boston Public.

Okay, well I think that's about it, and I'm sure there's alot more, but there you go. I hope we're all having a good day today.