July 5th 2001

[lizwontcry]

So I can't find my brush. So I haven't been able to brush my hair in like.. 3 days. I've washed it and everything, but I can't brush it! It's all very sad.

I will someday look back on this summer and thing, "how sad, she can't stop eating Bagel sandwiches and she never brushes her hair."

I suck at making friends. I'm kinda friendly with the girl who sits next to me in math, but what do I do from there? Do I invite her to go get drunk or something? I don't want to get drunk with a stranger. I don't want to get drunk at all, really. What will most likely happen is after the exam tommorow, I bolt the hell out of there, and never talk to anyone in that class again. Which is a shame, because some of them could really potentially break me out of this shell I'm in. I'll probably also not be able to say goodbye to Math boy properly and he'll think I don't like him at all and that's just not true.

I hate the summer. This summer is better than maybe the last 5 summers, but it still sucks. It's 95 degrees and I can't wear shorts because nobody wants to see that.

I'm going to start working out hardcore next week. Because last year at that time (after the first semester of summer school) I worked out and gasp, actually lost weight.

Good lord. I need social skills.

Below, for your enjoyment, is my namesake's lyrics.

Below that is the million web rings I belong to.

MyMichele, Guns N Roses

Your daddy works in porno

Now that mommy's not around

She used to love her heroin

But now she's underground

So you stay out late at night

And you do your coke for free

Drivin' your friends crazy

With your life's insanity

Well, well, well you just can't tell

Well, well, well my Michelle

Sowin' all your wild oats

In another's luxuries

Yesterday was Tuesday

Maybe Thursday you can sleep

But school starts much too early

And this hotel wasn't free

So party till your connection call

Honey I'll return the key

Well, well, well you just can't tell

Well, well, well my Michelle

Well, well, well you never can tell

Well, well, well my Michelle

Everyone needs love

You know that it's true

Someday you'll find someone

That'll fall in love with you

But oh the time it takes

When you're all alone

Someday you'll find someone

That you can call your own

But till then ya better...

Now you're clean

And so discreet

I won't say a word

But most of all this song is true

Case you haven't heard

So c'mon and stop your cryin'

'Cause we both know money burns

Honey don't stop tryin;

An you'll get what you deserve